Thank you for being here and for sharing in this journey of God blessing us with our sweet baby Samuel. Please find the first part of our story HERE where I talk briefly about our miscarriage with Samuel. Even though Samuel will not be able to be with us here on Earth I still want to remember the joy and excitement that our family felt when we learned that God had blessed our family with his presence.
We found out the amazing news that we were expecting our 4th child, Samuel on December 4th, 2014 just a few days before St Nicholas's feast day. We decided that it would be a lot of fun to wait and tell our children and family on the feast day! Our children wrote their letters to the Christ Child for St Nicholas to bring back to Jesus in heaven and then each put out their shoes under the Christmas tree.
When our children woke up in the morning, not only were there fun gifts and items from St Nicholas but there was also an extra set of special shoes for their new baby brother or sister! Our oldest son, who was almost 5 years old at the time, just shook his head in calm agreement. We asked him if he was excited about the new baby and he said "Yeah, but I already knew that Mommy had a baby in her tummy!" We asked how he knew and he said "My guardian angel told me last week" (when I was actually pregnant, but just did not know myself yet!)
Samuel's due date was on the feast of the Assumption of Mary on August 15th, 2015! I love that it is a Marian feast day as I always need to draw on the strength of Mary throughout my pregnancies, and especially need her grace now that our baby has gone to heaven to be with her Son. I know that God entrusted us with Samuel even for just the short time that I was pregnant with him for a reason. We love him so much and know he will always be our little Saint praying for our family. Samuel's middle name, Nicholas comes from this part of his story and always wanting to remember the joy we felt on the Feast of St Nicholas celebrating him! We cannot wait for the day when we are united with him in Heaven.
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Oh wow Nicole, the story about your son being told by his guardian angel about his sweet sibling gave me "God" chills! How beautiful and innocent! I love the Angel in the Waters book. So perfect for your St. Nicholas feast day. Again I'm sorry your joy turned quickly to unimaginable sorrow. Jesus and Mary are holding your sweet child as you bear this hard cross. Sending prayers for you and your family. St. Samuel Nicholas , pray for us.
ReplyDeleteThank you Tracy. We appreciate your continued prayers for our family during this difficult time.
DeleteI absolutely believe your son and his revelation from his Guardian Angel. My son has a very close relationship with his Sister, Savannah, whom we lost at birth 5 1/2 years ago. He tells us the most wonderful things about her and about Heaven from his dreams.
ReplyDeleteI think this is a beautiful part of Samuel's life and of your family's story. It speaks of the great love and domestic Church you keep. We also have a little boy named Nicholas who we found out was coming on the Feast of St. Nicholas. It is one of my favorite holidays! I hope that it can remain a happy memory for you despite the sadness of what happened. For within the tragedy, Samuel's life had such value and meaning. He continues to give all of us hope for what awaits us after this life, the hope of eternal life with all of our loved ones who have gone before us.
I will continue to pray for you and my son, Jeremy, and I will offer up a rosary tomorrow at Church for Samuel and your family.
Shannon thank you SO much for sharing your story and for commenting. First of all, I am sorry to hear of the loss of Savannah. How amazing to hear that your son has such an amazing relationship with her. I hope that our children always know that they can pray to their brother Samuel and that we are all reunited with him in Heaven one day. Thank you for your continued prayers
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